PREFACE TO SELF-LOVE

Monday, April 21, 2008 12:11
Posted in category Psychology of Ecstacy

Let us be honest! Thou art “that,” supreme in freedom, most desirable, beyond desire, untouched by the six stupifiers. The sexuality labours, so Death may harvest by desire. The elusive fancies of the senses are dangerous, because of the righteousness you have learned to obey and control them by. Hell-fire burns because you “conceived”; and will cease to hurt when you identify the Ego with all the possibilities of its qualities by believing as the “Neither-Neither” process. You are fire yet you are scorched! Because you have “willed” belief (differently or not makes no difference); the cycle of belief goes on and always obliges, so one day you must believe differently and the fire will no longer hurt- you are saved? There are other means of hurting you?

In that state which is not, there is no consciousness in any sense that thou art “that” (Kia), which is superb, beyond the range of definition: there is no temptation of freedom, “it” was not the cause of evolution. Hence “it” is beyond time, consciousness or unconsciousness, everything or nothingness, etc.; this I know through the “Neither-Neither” which is automatically beyond every conception, ever free in every sense. Perhaps “it” may not be obscure by continual afterthought and vaguely felt through the hand of innocence- but whoever understands such simple meanings? “It” is never perceived, being the imperceptible Ecstasy of the “Neither-Neither”- ever present but hidden by exhaustion through the cycle of Unity. The certainty of consciousness is always the uncertainty of the perceived or experienced in whatever state it may be, the constant doubt spelling fear, pain, decay, and the like- the cause of evolution, the eternal incompletion.

O, desire, listen! In point of virulence spiritual desire is as fatal as the sensuous. Aspiration towards a “supreme” is a network of deadly desires because of cowardice within, ergo, some unsatisfied wisdom awaiting exploitation to suffer its evolutions. There is no final wisdom- there is no final desire. How can anything end? Has to-day ever ended? These things are endlessness!

A person desires things of this world- but where is the difference of desiring the “Supreme Bliss”? Which is the more selfish? Which is nearer you? Which pleases the Creator more? Are you certain of the Creator’s will and are you sure of your own desire? Are you the Creator or just yourself, as you fondly imagine your contents?

All these desires, however mighty, you will one day incarnate- yea, photograph. These things already exist- very soon you will have spiritual photographs (unfaked) but not by the camera you use at present. The pioneer is ever the old fool. An afterthought: some spirits are already photographed- the microbes.

Are you ever free of desideratum? Belief is eternal desire!

Desire is its own cruelty, the fettering of the hand to labour in some world unknown; nothing is always dead and no thought dies, the master becomes the slave- the position is alternate; you have long believed this, it is in the flesh of your generations with the most merciless Judge! The scorn of all your reforms or the inversion of your values!

This constant curse and blasphemy- is not the relief more in the knowledge of the nascent unrelenting taskmaster?

Are not our bodies all smeared with its blood? Has not the world ever been bloody? Are not our pleasures but rest to drink the blood of slaughter? O, determined Liars, ye know not yet the lie, it may be Truth!

The Ego is desire, so everything is ultimately desired and undesirable, desire is ever a preliminary forecast of terrible dissatisfaction hidden by its ever-present vainglory. The millenium will come and quickly go. Men will be greater than the Gods they ever conceived- there will be greater dissatisfaction. You are ever what you were but you may be so in a different form!

A person or a nation, however vain or content, falls immediately into unknown and inevitable desire, consuming him little by little through those conditions- any condition!

The mind becomes firm in desire by desire as devotion, but when realized is it then eternally desirable? (or even for a period of a million years). In Heaven shall be fettered thy foot! Therefore remove the conception that desire is pure, or impure, or has completion- remove it by the “Neither-Neither.” Even whether the desire is for the exhasustion of desire by the “neither-Neither” or for realization in a wife- it is desire- its unending evolution. Therefore remove desire in any form by the “Neither-Neither.”
Remove the illusion that there is Spirit and Not-Spirit (this idea has never given beneficial results). Remove all conceptions by the same means.

So long as the notion remains that there is “compulsory bondage” in this World or even in dreams there is such bondage. Remove the conception of Freedom and Bondage in any World or State by meditation on Freedom in Freedom by the “Neither-Neither.”

For this we know- Vampirism is quite well proven enough- even by the strong presumption that whenever blood-sucking is done, it is done by Vampire bats apart from the probability of it being done by a divine or human agency!

Therefore Kiaize desire by the “Neither-Neither,” the most excellent formula far beyond contentment- the all-embracing vacuum which reduces “all” to common sense and upon which this Universe rests.

Therefore believe nothing in this Book by the “Neither-Neither,” and dispel the conception of the “Neither-Neither” by the “Neither-Neither,” and belive it is “not-necessary” or the conclusion of pleasing yourself, because it “Need-not-be-Does-not-matter.”

One believes this “all the time” as the Truth of “The Will” not the thing believed, since the means to an end mean evolution to endless means.

In that most remarkable simplicity there is no beginning or end of wisdom or of anything, so how can it be related to conception and intelligence?