Penis Enlargement

Your writing allowed me to open my subconscious self, as I’ve been in¬clined to suppress my physical desires in the presence of others. I always thought I was the only female who masturbated by means of a running bathtub water faucet. What a wonderful awakening.
I am 23 years old, single. I come from a broken family. My father has been married 3 times. My last stepmother was so insecure, to the extreme that she interpreted the close father/daughter relationship between Dad and myself as incestuous. This conception of hers couldn’t be further from the truth. She was a victim of insecurity and jealousy, which originated with her low self-esteem. The incest was all in her imagination: I was Daddy’s little girl, who thought the world of her father. However, this implication of hers managed to brand me with a strange sense of guilt as far as my sense of sexual identity goes.
On the other hand, my innate sexual desires didn’t go unrecognized. I have recollections as early as age 6, when I would rub my teddy bear up against my clitoris area, and I even tried the same thing with my dog when she was lying down. No one ever introduced me to this activity/behavior – it was simply my own initiation.
I have practiced a consistent and satisfying method of masturbation since age 11. I lie in the tub and bring my crotch up to the end of the tub below the faucet and let the warm running water trickle/dance/pound (depending on how horny I am) on my clitoris and vagina area. I achieve far better climax here than I’ve ever experienced with a man. The only time a penis really gets me hot is when it’s just ejaculated, is warm and sticky with sperm. At this time I like it to run over my vagina area and circle my clito¬ris until I can’t take it any longer.
I lie back and let the warm water do its thing to me. Fantasy comes into play – although I’m not a lesbian, I wouldn’t turn down the opportunity should it arise. I imagine an attractive woman that I admire (usually fa¬mous) performing cunnilingus on me and me on her. I like the feel of her body, and my ability to arouse her seems to bring me closer in touch with my feelings as a woman. I feel so very feminine as I rest my hot mouth on her enlarged clitoris and run my tongue in a vertical and horizontal fashion, very slowly. She is doing the same incredible tongue-work on my clitoris, and I am escalating. We are both absorbed 105 percent with each other, and there’s no turning back now; climax has hit both of us simultaneously, and we rest our mouths on each other’s throbbing clitoris and proceed to slowly lap up each other’s labia/vagina area, savoring every juice.