ELLIE

Sunday, April 27, 2008 20:31
Posted in category Sexual Fantasies

I’m 27 years old, and have been married for a year and a half. My hus¬band is 24. Our marriage is very satisfying for me in every way except for sex. Don’t get me wrong, he and I make love beautifully – when we get around ‘to it. Our average is 1.5 times a week, which he says is satisfac¬tory for him. I would be happier with 3 – 4 times a week. As a result I mas¬turbate a lot.
My husband is very tender and loving during sex, but he will not perform cunnilingus on me. I had a boyfriend once who enjoyed loving me this way, but my husband refuses to even try. He loves it when I go down on him, of course, but he won’t bring himself to look at my “naughty bits,” let alone kiss them. He will bring me to orgasm manually, but as soon as I have come, he pulls his hand away and wipes it on a piece of Kleenex. Arrgh!
I am about thirty pounds overweight anyway and have enough trouble thinking of myself as a desirable, sexy woman, without my husband’s par¬tial rejection of my most female part. As a result of all this, my favorite fantasy is pretending that my own hand is my husband’s mouth, bringing me to climax.
I hope and pray that someday he’ll discover that I don’t smell and taste bad.