I’ve had sexual fantasies as long as I can remember, and had my first memorable arousal while playing with the water hose at age four. From that pleasant surprise I progressed to water play in the tub, but was aware from the start that my parents would disapprove. They are still very prudish and give the impression that sex except from a puritanical marital state is completely amoral. That kind of upbringing may have contributed to my wilder and more intense sexual drives; perhaps it is my desire to rebel in the one way they would disapprove of most.
I’m 34, married for twelve years with three children, and am a retired public school teacher. My husband won’t admit to having fantasies beyond basic desires of oral sex and screwing. I can’t bring myself to tell him my wilder fantasies, either, for fear of shocking him! I don’t think he would like to know that I want sex with other men. I was a virgin until the age of eighteen and have only let him heavy-pet and screw me, so after sixteen years of only him and his lack of imagination, I fantasize a lot! It would hurt him and make him more jealous than he already is. Also, I fear that it might make him turn off sex with me. I’m always horny and ready to screw or try anything, and he’s just the same old predictable guy who likes the same old predictable screwing or “slam bam, thank you, ma’am.” To me, variety is the key to sex, and all of ours is at my insistence. I’ve never had an affair, but if it weren’t for my fear of God’s reprisals, I’d have one in a heartbeat! (Thanks a lot, Mom and Dad, you did a number on me all right; I have a conscience and I wish I didn’t!)
One of my fantasy themes is of being fucked by animals who allow me to be as totally uninhibited as they are about it. I’ve let animals lick my pussy and asshole, and have sucked a dog’s cock in the futile attempt to get him horny enough to want to fuck me. I rolled him over on his back, unsheathed his penis, and sucked and licked him until I was creaming down my leg with desire to fuck him. He enjoyed the attention but didn’t get the message to fuck me, so I finally straddled him and slid his prick into my pussy, riding him for all I was worth. I climaxed, but it was from imagination rather than the actual feel of a dog’s cock fucking me.
In fantasy, I imagine I’m in an exhibition arena for scientific experiments and I am told to entice the male gorilla into screwing me so a movie can be made to document it. I’m led naked to a room which is like a cage in a zoo. The gorilla watches me and takes my nakedness for granted, so I crouch down and gradually inch my way near him. He seems to respond to that position so I turn my back to him and raise my ass to let him see my pussy from behind. From between my legs, I watch him as he extends a finger to touch and probe my cunt. He sniffs his finger and puts it in his mouth to taste my juices, then fingers me again with increasing interest. I remain still, but watching, as he bends his head between my crouched legs to get a closer look and sniff at my pussy. He repeatedly fingers me and licks off the juices like dipping in a honeypot. I see that his huge, hairy dick is getting harder and erect, and when he begins to lick my cunt and force his tongue up me, I am close to wanting to scream, “Fuck me, oh please, fuck me. “ But I don’t say anything because I know he could be frightened into hurting me or ruining the experiment. A dozen or so scientists stand watching on the other side of the glass, taking notes, and nodding their heads as the ape grabs me around the waist from behind and pulls my cunt onto his face. He is slurping and gulping my pussy as though he is never going to get enough of it. Finally, I glance at the clock on the outer wall and see that he has been licking and sucking my hole for over two hours, during which time I have been coming and coming until I am exhausted. The scientists note the ape’s terrific hard-on which is twelve inches long and two inches in diameter. I signal that I would like a break to use the bathroom, but the doctors feel it would upset the ape to let me leave the area when he is so aroused. He has been unable to mate successfully with a female ape on his own, and they are trying to teach him how, using me as a surrogate. They will take his semen from my vagina and inseminate a waiting female ape if the experiment is successful and he does fuck me. I am very professional and I love my work, so I understand I will have to relieve myself as best as I can with the ape holding me and tonguing my hole every few seconds. I need to pee so badly, I decide to let a little trickle out the next time the ape moves his tongue out of my pussy. As I tinkle a few drops onto the floor, my crotch stings and I know the ape has rubbed my pussy lips until they are chapped, but I see his hard-on and I know when he does fuck me I’m going to remember it the rest of my life. As the piss puddle widens, the ape sniffs at it and carefully watches between my legs to see where it’s coming from. As the last of the piss is released, he carefully licks my little pee-hole and cleans me of the urine. He lifts me under his arm and carries me to a corner of the room, hiding me from the scientists and the camera out front; I know I must re-position us so they can all see my pussy when the ape enters me. I also know I must somehow lubricate that huge penis and my cunt or penetration won’t stand a chance of success. A special opening in the wall has been supplied with ointments for this purpose, and a lab technician waits on the other side to assist me and photograph the close-up shots of my vagina as it is when the ape has finished the first stages of foreplay. I inch myself closer to the wall and the ape follows me, never taking his eyes off me. He watches as the window-like opening slides to permit the assis-tant’s hands into the room as I back my ass up to them. (The lab assistant, Sandy, is a punk kid who has had the hots for me since he arrived and he hates the idea of me letting the ape fuck me and eat me, but he gets to finger me and lubricate me for the ape’s entry, and he makes the most of it.) He is very gentle and slow as he squeezes the warm, fruit-flavored ointment into my pussy and rubs it across my crotch and asshole. He can’t resist running his gloved finger into my asshole and diddling my clitty under the pretense of preparing me for the experiment! The ape has not noticed my clit much, nor my asshole, and I feel myself relaxing and wondering how many fingers Sandy will use before the ape’s patience wears off. The ape is still watching me and has begun to jack himself off slowly. The scientists are busy noting this as well as watching the monitor which is showing a close-up of the ape’s penis with a split screen of the close-up shot of my wide-open cunt.
Sandy gently and slowly has put three lubricated fingers up my asshole and is rotating them around in circles. I turn around and stand up very slowly, pressing my crotch to the opening in the wall. Sandy quickly puts his mouth on my clit and flicks his tongue across it as I feel his warm saliva run down my pussy lips to further add to the slipperiness I feel from my asshole to the top of my hairline in front. I know Sandy will be in trouble for eating me out and fingering me for his own satisfaction during an experiment of this magnitude, but I hate to make him stop! I see the red warning light going on above my head, which signals me to return to my arousing of the ape. He is creeping toward me with the most enormous hard-on I have ever seen. He isn’t any longer than the twelve inches he was before, but he is fully three inches in diameter and looks like he has a pair of small coconuts instead of balls below! I am beginning to fear him, but I must not let it show or he might hurt me. I crouch back down and turn my ass toward him, and I see his eyes light up when once he sees my cunt. No longer hesitant, he knows what he wants and comes right for it, drooling, with his prong sticking out with all his masculine glory. The scientists hold their breath as the ape reaches me and pulls my pussy open with his lips and tongue and eats me with renewed vigor. As his nose finds the fruit smell, though, he gets confused and begins to nip and bite, and then nibble at my asshole. I’m not in pain, but am scared as well as aroused by him as he thrusts and works his tongue into my asshole where Sandy’s fingers have taken the fruit-flavored ointment. The scientists discuss this unusual turn of events and note that the anal eating is not unusual in apes.
By now, I have been aroused to such an extent that I want that big ape prick in my pussy, no matter what I have to do to get him to fuck me. He has no idea what to do about that part though, so I have to guide his huge rod if there is to be any mating. I reach down and locate his prick, stroking it gently but firmly. With that new feeling, he stops eating and sucking my crotch and waits to see what I am doing. I take the pouch of Vaseline Sandy has given me and slip it over the end of his penis, greasing him down as thickly as I can. I quickly run my hand around my cunt as well to give us every chance of penetration. The ape is sitting down and I turn to straddle him, hoping to lower myself onto his dick and use my body weight to force it into my pussy. He reaches out and fingers my clitty, then leans forward to nibble at it gently! I let him suck the fruit from it before I squat and grab his penis with both hands and stroke it. He grunts and arches his back and I can reach him well enough to fondle his balls as well. He is ready and so am I, and at a nod from the scientists, I lower my cunt to the tip of his penis, rubbing it across the opening of my pussy. I feel his lubricating fluid coming from the end of his dick, and I begin to push his huge cock into my cunt! I must go slowly and work it in gradually while I concentrate on relaxing my cunt muscles so I can take him. He is very still but I can feel the tension in him and his great power. His cock is filling me and the heat in my crotch is growing so I am more than eager to have him fuck me any way it can be done. I am amazed to feel my pussy stretching to receive this enormous ape’s cock without tearing; the sensation of being filled so completely makes me feel like the ape and I are making ourselves into one being instead of two. He is too large for me to take his entire length, and I have reached my maximum in length, so I begin to hunch him and his penis slides in and out, in and out, in and out. The scientists are cheering and clapping and congratulating themselves on my successful fucking with an ape. I am getting the screwing of my life and I know it, so I am not surprised that the ape is enjoying it too! After fifteen or twenty minutes I am finished, but the ape hasn’t shot off into me yet and I know I must ride him until he does. I’ve a very wet and throbbing pussy, so I decide to change positions. The ape thinks I am going to run away from him and he grabs me from behind and knocks me to my knees. He rams his cock into my pussy and I cry out with surprise. His hands have found my breasts and he squeezes them in his passion to hold me to him and satisfy his lust for mating. The camera is running out of film and the men are reloading a second and third camera in case we will be fucking several hours. I am exhausted but feel more like a woman than any other on earth, and I am proud of myself for the job I have accomplished. The ape’s penis makes huge throbbing movements as his come squirts into my cunt in huge globs. I smile and concentrate on feeling it inside me, knowing that it is a prize the scientists eagerly wait. Satisfied now, the ape’s penis shrinks and he pulls it out of me, licking my swollen, wet, and come-laden pussy gently. His tongue feels so good on my aching cunt, but I am beyond further arousal and it is more like a warm, comforting cleanup after a very satisfying fucking. The ape moves away after a while of licking my pussy, and falls asleep in his corner. Sandy comes in and lifts me up and carries me into the next room where the doctors and scientists wait to clean me of the ape’s semen and use it to fertilize the female ape. When they finish, Sandy gives me a douche and an enema to clean me of all the ape’s secretions, and then I take a nice hot soak in the tub. I’m too tired to desire any more sex, and I expect to be sore for a few days at least, but I thank Sandy for his care of me and promise to call him the next time I’m horny! I go home and go to bed so satisfied!